Sunday, January 27, 2008
LAGGY
hotmail is so laggy, it took more than 10 min to attach the files....
I decided that i should make a wiser choice next time round to send it through msn! hahas. But well even msn is so laggggggggG!!
HAHAS, everything is so lag including the wireless connection..
STILL DIETING! JIA YOU!
Pictures.
Today is a long day. Had only 5 hours of sleep and woke up at 7.30. Firstly was service at expo, secondly cell group meeting at Johnson house, thirdly prayer meeting back to expo again! Hahas and forthly, HOME SWEET HOME! YEAH~~
Something struck me recently. Not to say something but many things.
I am tempted to sleep now yet i have many things on my mind to do. I need to have some rest first before i continue on doing my things.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Champion
Missing blogging =)
I'm seriously missing blogging already as helen will only be bringing back her laptop once a week . But hey, this actually helps me to focus in my studies more because i will be using my additional free time meaningfully as i wouldnt be so indulge in blogging and stuff from now.
but i still enjoy blogging very much. Just need to discipline myself and not go to the extreme.
see you guys this weekend!
Monday, January 21, 2008
Love of my life
A nice song, sang by June. She's the one that i mentioned last few posts. She has improved alot more now, this is sang by her 2 years ago. enjoy :)
Sunday, January 20, 2008
WEEKENDS
I will either fall asleep after reach home from school or be packed with a whole lot of events.
But well, God is good. Its been a fruitful week filled with encounters and revelations from God.
Been truely motivated and blessed this weekend.
i only had 5 hours of sleep last night and woke up at 7am today to head down for service. well, one of my friend was being interviewed and i was real shock. REAL SHOCKED! Time proved it, he slimed down an grew taller. anyway was happy to see my friend and catch up with him after a long time. Service was great and life-changing, ended at 12pm. head down to cg after fellowshipping then rushed to east coast again to celebrate Lydia's birthday with shimin. Oh HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYDIA !! (i wonder if you would see this but best wishes to you anyway! sweet 16 as well ar) It was funfilled yet tiring day, but indeed enjoy myself.
Made a couple of friends today. hehes. great making new friends because it often enlarge my capacity and they always make my day ! :)
LYDIA THIS CAKE IS FOR YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Saturday, January 19, 2008
thoughts in my mind
Am preparing to go for my children church transport at Pasir Ris! hahas yes is Pasir Ris not Paris. I always have the tendency to spell it incorrectly. *dont laugh*
Went powerhouse with Sin Yee and Trevor yesterday, it was a good one, but i believed it's gonna be a even better one the next time round!
Indeed what Trevor said ytd stuck me, "dont dwell in the past". It was just a causal conversation we had in the train yet he said something that reminded and shocked me. hahas.
It concide with the sermon last sat, really have to break off from myself and the past. Let go of those past failures, disappointments and start something new.
You never know how your word or encouragment can help another, just like Trevor he may not know what he said actually cause me to go into deep thoughts and encouraged me.
So never ever despite or look down on that 'one word' or 'one phrase' that you said, it may edify and motivate another :)
these are just current thoughts in my mind which i wanna fulfill . "don't dwell in the past"
-fulfill my building fund 2008 by April.
-Study hard, fulfil at least 15 hours or more of study hour every week
-pray every single day, no matter how tired i may be, dwell and be connected IN presence of gODD.
-READ THE BIBLE EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Yet i am surfing the net and visiting ppl's blog.
Study hour this week is atrocious, less than 5 hours. Yes and no more excuses like im sick this week so i cant study etc etc.
I have my visions and dreams in school.
Evelyn, jia you! you can do it alright? If its a promise from God, it'll definitely come to pass and be fulfilled ! bare this in mind, don't lose heart!
yea i need to be more accountable and hardworking.
Anyway i have finally finish set my new year goals and its time to work on it :) So simple and basic things like fulfilling my study must be prioritise and get done.
And again i wanna say that i seriously need to lose some weight. i always repeat it because self-confession is very important! so i want to constantly remind myself and to self-proclaim and self-confess. YES, i believe i can do it. let me set my target to lose 1 to 2 kg this month. It'll make a difference and it must be consistence.
June.
For your information, June is a BV(backup vocalist) in church and she normally leads worship in children church.
Tell you guys, she is my idol. Yes, idol! hahas you may be wondering eh how come June is my idol?
Reason is simply because i really admire and respect her very much.
During one of the darkest times in my life 2 years ago, it just so happen that i saw her in myspace in kc's friend list and thought that i should just add her. After adding her, i went to visit her blog and eventually became a regular viewer and reader till now it because i was so motivated and blessed just by reading her updates. I even finish reading her entire blog starting from the 1st post in 2002 to the latest one, i never missed any since then.
She is just a very normal person, but i like her very much.
June was once a 80kg person but now she managed to lose weight and became very pretty and slim. (If God can do it for her, God can do it for you too.) She is so pretty man. She is a of the motivation to me, whenever i am feeling down or disappointed i'll always visit her blog cos it always encourages me and make me see how great and wonderful God is.
This is her blog link, very worth of going . ( at least to me, it may not apply to you:) )
http://pinkpunkette.livejournal.com
My day was definately brighten up by her, she made my day yesterday.
By the way the svr ended early and it has been long since we last step out of hall 8 and seeing the sun.
Had a good fellowship with cg at Terminal 3. I learnt alot from the sermon and it was in season for me.
I learnt something else too,
"Einstein is not the one who was hitten by an apple and then discovered gravity. The person is Newton."
Saturday, January 12, 2008
hahas. but thank God for that because i was reminded of something that i forgot to do!
i was planning on what to wear for svr today & these are the pictures i took :)
hehes. see you guys tml =)
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Its her sweet 16 birthday today :)
Went City Hall to celebrate for her with Gwen and Wilber, had a crazy fun time together!
I had a shock this morning when i woke up and saw the dark eye ring around my eyes that are so obvious and getting deeper and darker! i have never seen them so dark and obvious before and i dragged myself to school thinking that how would it affect the way i look today. Well, it did not affect anything but i was rather concern at how should i get rid of it and take precautions next time. True enough, the best cure and precaution i can carry out is by sleeping early and having enough sleep.
One more thing, im on diet now. I want to lose 1 kg a month starting from this month onwards and eventually lose 12 kg by the end of the year. it take great determiation and perservance.
My current goal is that i will develop a habit of jogging 20-3o min at least 3 times a week and control/discipline my diet.
-no more eating after 8pm.
-dont take carbon at night/dinner.
-no fried food, cakes, coke, sweet stuff.
-only 3 meals a day and dinner to be a super light one, lunch can be as usual but much lesser.
i am motivated greatly after my feasting just now over dinner. I had macdonal's fish burger meal with twister fries and lemon tea and a mouthful of vanila chocolate chips ice-cream. Lunch was wanton mee and breadfast hor fun- both from school.
C'mon, finally i lost some weight and i ruined it? NAH, i cannot think this way! hahas i cannot be discourage! Self-confession is extremely important and my mentally must be POSITIVE.
YES, POSITIVE. So i wanna encourage myself that its alright and i'll continue my diet plan tml. JIA YOU! NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH CHRIST.
some people say i dont need dieting but my view is that i want to be more healthy and better-looking. i used to be overweight and i dont ever want to be anymore.
The matter if truth is, there's always more rooms for improvement and i am not very satisfied with where i am right now so i want to move on another level and stretch to my fullest potential and possibility.
This is a phrase i learnt in school today and i find it quite similar to bible verse: "With industry, nothing is impossible"
blog again, homework and beauty sleep time.
Good night! ( remember to tag before you go)
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EILEEN !
Sunday, January 06, 2008
i need a phone!
On the other hand, it's kind of peaceful and relaxing as i don't have overwhelming messages and calls flooding in my phone.
NAH, thats not true, it only happen during the weekends where i have cch ppl smsing me. hees. kind of sacastic. lols. anyway i pretty love and appreciate ppl who will take the lil' effort to sms me throughout the week. Asking me how is my day, school etc etc. Actually i like it whenever my phone is flooded with smses and calls, it often makes me feel that i'm important and siginificant to my friends and members.
SOOOOOOO, continue to sms and call me as and when you like it. When you're bored and needed entertainment, sad and wanted someone to listen to you, nothing to do and wanted someone to chat with you, or simply any other excuses you can think of :)
One of my new year goals is that i want to be more contactable, i know many of you guys had a very hard time trying to contact me sometimes. But i will do my best to change alright?
Mel and JP said i look very busy and tired everyday. AM I? I admit that there's tons of things which i want to complete but i dont think i'm that busy afterall. I will make time for you no matter how busy i am but sometimes i feel that i am actually very free instead. haas. Dont think i'm busy. Everybody have the time when they're busy and when they're totally free and got nth to do and bored the max.
lols.
besides all these, i want/need a phone! A new phone! A BRAND NEW PHONE! hahas. A phone where i can -take losta pictures - listen to MP3 & my beloved 93.3 - not lagging - able to call and sms effectively!
hahahas. pray for me, i need a proper working phone(it'll be great to have all the functions listed above) asap!
New year goals

Pastor Kong preached about FOCUSing and setting NEW YEAR GOALS yesterday. What i've been waiting for all this while! I am often lost at how to set new years goals. Yupps, so with the guidelines that Pastor Kong has taught, it is made much more easier and clearer.
A great message to kick start the year, definitely prepared me to stay really FOCUS and confindent this time round.
These are some goals i'm focusing this year :
-DIETING
I've gained weight. Even Mrs Teng said so ( my heart was broken upon hearing that, hahas lols just kidding! i am very optimistic!)
Anyway, this has been my goal ever since primary school. I've succeeded it by losing weight from being an overweight person to an accepted weight girl. But there's always more room for improvement. I want to lose 12 kg this year, 1kg every month. This means adopting to a healthier lifestyle of eating and exercising more. So with great determination, i believe i can do it alright! AMEN, IF YOU CAN SEE IT, YOU CAN HAVE IT!
-Taking up singing lessons
-PRAY every single day. ( spiritual disciplines)
honestly speaking, i dont pray every single day. Even if i does, it is often not very fruitful because i rushed it through. i want to spend QUALITY time with God EVERY SINGLE DAY. having encounters after encounters and getting connected with God once again. It is very essential for me if i want to fulfil God's promises in my life. Ultimately, i think it is the love, desire and willingly you have for God matter the most. God must be the number 1 priority of my everyday from now on. I have to reach home by 3.3opm latest so i can do my quiet time at an apporiate time when i won't feel tired and fall asleep.
-Excel in my studies.
I want to be able write better and improve in my english. I dont think my stardards of english now can offer me to score an "A" during exams.
yes, my aim is an "A". no more just passing and bonderline stardards. Reading more books definately helps. shall aim for "B" in mid year and "A" by next year.
Of course not neglecting other subjects including chinese. My goals are scoring 'As' and 'Bs' and not failing any subjects which i think are doerable and possible because i only fail one last year.
yea, more to come and i shall write it in my 'GOAL setting card 2008'.
"You fail to plan, you plan to fail"
Saturday, January 05, 2008
Told you i want to set new year resolution and changed into a better person this year. But i need to dig out a goal setting card 1st.
Life seems very disorganise and boring when you don't have goals to motivate and keep you going, and you tend to procrastinate even more. Going through year after year of the same routine is definately not the way of living life.
I used to get stucked because of not knowing where i am going and suppose to go.
I dont want to be the same anymore. God told me it is time for me to changed and move on to another level.
Time for me to focus . i will not blog very often now, probably up to twice to thrice a week.
Look up for me! Continue to visit and tag my blog! thanks guys :) see you around !
Thursday, January 03, 2008
Back to school
Time for me to set new year resolutions. Actually i should have started planning few days ago, but nevermind it is still not too late to get started now :)
I did a reconnecting worksheet in class yesterday during CDP.
These are the questions on the worksheet and answers i wrote( a review on what i did during the holidays.)
What did you do during the holiday?
-church breakaway camp
-helping out in children church musical rehearsals
-countdown for new year 2008 and ton the night
-spent christmas with friends and family
what was the worst part of your holiday?
-sleeping late and waking up late.
what was the best part of your holiday?
-breakaway camp!
-shopping
what would be one thing that you would do differently if you get a chance to spend your holiday all over again?
-trip to overseas. probably a place for shopping or spending white christmas
-sleep earlier and wake up earlier
-do more exercise
-grab a book and read
what are your new year resolutions?
tell you seriously, tons and tons! but i need sometime to sort and plan it out, its pretty personally to me.
anyway, these are some where i brainstormed and wrote during lessons.
-dieting ( lose weight)
-indulging in a healthy living lifestyle
-score well (A1s, no failing and no Cs)
-start this year right and end it victoriously.
Mrs Chan asked us to draw a pictures to describe on the whole of 2007.
I drew myself running a race. Yes, i started it well but got discouraged halfway through.
I was constantly tempted to give up but i chose to preserve on. It would have been easier for me to throw in the flag and leave. But God gave me the strength and courage to pull through and i manage to end the race in 2007 although it was tiring and exhausting.
The past is the past, shall not hold on to it. The old has gone and the new has come!
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
2008
I didn't intend to blog today but since it is the first day of the year i shall do a short post :)
Went countdown at City Hall with the girls and guys this morning ( yes, very very EARLY in the morning), with xuan xuan, wanyi, vivian, shuhui, minghui, jiansheng,darren,ivan and preston.
We meet up with the guys for countdown after our girls night out steamboat at Marina South.
We ton the whole night, was waiting for the 1st train till 6.3o am to go home! All the night rider to Yishun were fully packed of people and was left with no choice but to wait till morning.
But it was FUN FUN FUN!
Will go into further details and update pics next time.
I am power, slept at 7 woke up at 1 to go mini cg Thanksgiving at Johnson house. Was nominated for 2 awards, seriously speaking i was very surprised that i forgot what are the awards name.
Am really thankful, 2007 has not been a very fruitful year for me i started it off good but halfway through it wasn't that pleasant.
It takes greater effort and sacrifice. and more praying and connecting to God!
There is so many so many so many things i want to blog.
But there are more important things to do so i need to end here.
Blog again i will share more of my thoughts.
SCHOOL REOPEN TML.
IT IS GOING TO BE THE BEST, CHANGED AND BREAKTHROUGH YEAR FOR ME !
JIA YOU, AMEN!
Sunday, December 30, 2007
COUNTING DOWN TO NEAR YEAR : 1 day
Recent updates.
That is why i make the effort to blog now so as to remind and warn myself i am not left with much time so i better get started ASAP.
I feel so much better now, at least I know where i am heading, and what more else am i left with to do.
Dozing off soon..
Anyway i'll be fast. I want to thank every single one of you that makes this year's Christmas a special and memorable for me!
Thanks for those who bought presents for me as well! :
Jason-sweets, candies and stuff
Christopher-carebear pin
Xuan Xuan-pouch
Wanyi-Toblerone chocolate
Tom-jingle bell and candy cane
Cousin Jailing-winne the pooh pouch and cross badge
3rd Aunt-Popppycoca from marks and spencer
Jian Pei-diary ( she came specially to my doorstep and pass to me on wed, so touch!)
Er jie- Sponsor for haircut at Shunji Matso.
This is the 1st year that i received so many presents from my friends! hahas :)
old friends meet up.
Amy and JP
I love this shot!
The MARKETPLACE .
some snapshots of myself today.
School gonna reopen soon, it means lesser internet, lesser computer, lesser blogging and busier lifestyle hahas!
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Christmas.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Saturday, December 22, 2007
COOKIES !
Was browsing through getty images and this picture caught my eyes. I'm really amazed and curious at how photographers can take pictures that paints a thousand words. This may not be a 'WOW' picture but i like the way it is taken and presented.This picture reminds me of Christmas. I am all ready to go for Christmas!
How i wish there is white christmas in Singapore.
Christmas presents and Children Church Christmas Service.
Hehes i am very happy because this is the first year i am getting presents for my members, the presents are not very expensive but it represents my sincerity and love for them (so mushy).
I literally slept during the magic show in cc service today thinking that i will not have anymore chance to sleep when it proceed to drama and bible lessons. So i grabbed hold of the chance and slept for 15min. Honestly speaking, this is the 1st time i ever sleep during service. Appreciated xiaoeileen for not waking me up because i was really tired.
Woke up at 8 this morning and was shocked to see myself sleeping on the sofa the whole night without even realising it.
Amazing, my sofa is as comfortable and soft as my bed is so i thought i was sleeping on my bed rather than the sofa which i always thought is uncomfortable and hard.
Ok, what kind of crap am i talking... hahahas..
Am listening to one of Hillsong instrumental album, listening to the tracks brought me back memories of the good old past when i was still in JW and P6. Time flies, things have change and so did people including myself. But God is the one who never change no matter how life seems to be.
Alright, it is getting late. I shall do a short post and leave the heavier and deeper thoughts for another day.
counting down to Christmas: 3 more days
Friday, December 21, 2007
Christmas Party, 20 Dec 2007.
We played games, sang christmas carols, had our lunch and finally EXCHANGED OUR PRESENTS!!
hahas i said i will upload more photos when i found my charger correct? Yea so here i am fulfilling my promise so enjoy the photos guys!
This is the gift exchanged present that I received! From Davidson.! hahas.
It is actually Famous Amos cookies inside the very nice box! :)
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Waking up early
Shall do a short post today :) hehehes ..
I just woke up 2 hours ago, which means 3 in the morning. That is so early man! It has been a looooooong time since i last did that because i always sleep very late and eventually wake up late also.
I slept at 9.30pm and was awaken by the time it reaches 3am. Yea, i have not eaten anything yet, so i am feeling very hungry right now.
Shall go for a morning jog at 7am later since i got nothing better to do, it definately helps me in dieting! hahahas.
Anyway, finally i made a trip to Daiso yesterday after dragging it for over 2 weeks plus. Bought 3 boxes and i fall asleep by the time when i want to start clearing my stuff .. diao..~~~....
My phone is currently in a low-battery state yet I am unable to find my charger. Everyone in the house is sleeping soundly right now so i do not wish to disturb them by switching on the lights as i search high and low for my charger. Will upload some photos again when i found my charger, couldn't even switch it on now.
Mel and JP came over to my house in the day and we had a really good time chatting with one another. Thats what are friends are for! Making an effort and time to meet up with one another to update about our lifes.
Am excited for the Christmas outreach later on in the noon, i have one friend joining us! hahas there'll definately be more for the Christmas service on saturday. AMEN!
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL IN ADVANCE! WO HO HO HO MERRY CHRISTMAS!
counting down to Christmas : 5 more days
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Something for me to overcome so as to be a OVERCOMER!
If not no matter how many masks i try to apply on my face i will not be able to hide away my panda eyes and dry skin. Surely precaution is better than cure and having sleep early and drinking enough water is still the best precaution.Thank God, I am still left with 2 more weeks from now before school reopens to train myself sleeping at the correct time, having enough sleep and waking up at the supposing time.
I can say this is one of the most eventful and fruitful holiday i've ever had. Having children church musical rehearsals, zone breakaway camp etc etc.But there's a one thing which keeps pondering over on my mind since the start of holiday, which is to overcome myself and do well in school. Many of you know the problems i face regarding school so please pray for me and i will continue to work hard and to getting rid of this weakness. I believe I can do it, it takes time. Amen.
Everyone has their own weaknesses, this reminds me of the sermon of the women with the issue of blood. She's having this infirmitives for almost her whole life but yet God is able to use her greatly with just her one talent. You never know how God will use you and your that ONE talent to bless and make a difference in the world. So I always always tell myself that my weaknesses are not going to take over me but yet i should focus on doing the right thing and pleasing God rather than condemning myself. Of course, i need overcome this weakness and there is no way i should escape from it, but i can face it with a good attitude and positive mindset. No one is perfect but you can work towards going on to perfection.
Okay, 3.45am now. I need to sleep before 5am inorder to wake up at 10am to meet Mel and Jian Pei. No more staying up late. hahas. Shall grab a book soon to get ready for school reopen, i need to improve more in my english! If I can see(visualize) it, then i can have it ! Woah~~ AMEN!!
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Getting started...
I'm all set and ready to preparing myself for school reopen once again, which means clearing and tidying my book shelves in the living room. And i realised that i have much more things to categorise and clear this year than last year. I am looking forward for the trip to Daiso and grab as many things as i could so as to decorate and organise my book shelves probably.
With the beginning of a new chapter ahead, i need to set some new goals in order to keep me going strong and focused throughout the year. This year is quite different for me, I am more sure and certain toward where i am heading. But I never know what are the other plans that God had instored for me so i just need to continue trusting Him.
Ok, enough of all those thoughts. I want to end this year victoriously for God and start off next year right.
A pure and broken heart before God.
Monday, December 17, 2007
GOOD MORNING EVERYONE!
So I stayed up late, to watch shows, to chat, to update my blog and to go around exploring. It really don't feel like 6am in the morning. I just started using com at 1am and amazingly 5 hours plus has just passed so quickly.
It'll be day soon, the start of a brand new day. WOW, time flies and i'm going to step into a new frame of journey with God.
To me, holiday is not just about staying up late to watch tv, surf net and do those stuffs which you couldn't do during school days. But it is often a time of recharging, renewing your commitments, getting ready, setting new goals, submitting and surrendering your life totally to God once again.
You never know what are the challenges you are going to get so inorder to fight and run this race well is by constantly recharging and discovering the greatness of God in your life.
God, something that is so tangible and real. I never know what is the next step that God is preparing for me, but one thing i know, as long as i continue walking with God, His grace is always sufficient for me and His adventures are never boring.
God, the creator and master of my life.
But i don't know where to start. Maybe its because it has been quite a while since i last touched computer, it became pretty weird. hahas.
Finally i had internet access at home! Which I have been waiting for almost a year!
The feeling is great and awesome. Felt connected to the world once again. ;)
Well, so i finally changed my blogskin, uploaded new songs and posts.
I'm really mixed up now, with one thousand and one things on my mind to blog but yet do not know where to start.
Give me sometime to adjust myself and adapt life with internet once again. hahas I'll probably get more used to it and blog more effectively .
So do catch me around, enjoy the songs and more pics to be updated! :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE!
sign off, Evelyn. Good night .
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Back from camp!
hahas. Finally i managed to sign in my blogger account after resetting my password, so troublesome.
Anyway, lets get to the point! I'm back from breakaway camp! It has been a tiring 3 days but i truely enjoy myself and made many friends from the zone. This camp is much much better and less exhausting than what i actually expected.



