I wonder what have i been up to recently? I know its weird for me to ask such a question to myself. But it has not been really fruitful these few weeks.
Well, i had the fair share of having all the fun with my friends. But i just feel that there must be something more, just that something more. like in the area of reaching out, praying more, reading more, studying more, listening more and encouraging more, doing something more. Breaking the atmosphere of this realm of 'non-fruitfulness' and 'sameness' if there's such a word. Perhaps its because had lesser time for myself, so i really had to break off from this 'non-fruitful' and 'routine life' that im currently leading. it kind of stays the the same everyday and im just living as days goes by. im not been up to seeing, doing and embracing new things. God, fill my life and fit my soul again... I want that FULLNESS, OPEN UP MY EYES!
Dont get mistaken, i dont feel bored and im very happy and fine. just that i feel living life and same, not having any changes and productivity ain't the way of living life. "I only have one life to live, and i want to live it to the fullest of the will of my God."
Please dont find me at all religious, but there's nothing i can do if you think this way. i treat God as my best friend and favourite soul companion and i tell you, He's my greatest listener and encourager. He never condemn or bring you down. He's simply too good to be true.
I need/have to mug for my phycis already, but im catching 'so simple' first because i truely feel the need to rejuvenate myself again, and the is the way for my to de-stress and relax and step out of this fast-pace world for a while. I simply LOVE this show, it makes me feel like im in another world for an instance..
"I WANT TO MAKE EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE COUNT FOR THE GLORY OF GOD".
:)
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Monday, February 25, 2008
Im setting my eyes on :
-the 77th street checked scarf
-77th street grey jacket
-black skinny jeans from city hall
-a big, black/orange/brigh colour shoulder bag
-leggings maybe??
-white t-shirt
-77th street yellow/pink t-shirt
-belt
-a new pair of sandles.
and...............................
many many many many much much more.
but im not going to list down all yet! :) hahahahas =)
-the 77th street checked scarf
-77th street grey jacket
-black skinny jeans from city hall
-a big, black/orange/brigh colour shoulder bag
-leggings maybe??
-white t-shirt
-77th street yellow/pink t-shirt
-belt
-a new pair of sandles.
and...............................
many many many many much much more.
but im not going to list down all yet! :) hahahahas =)
F.I.R is coming church to perform this saturday! Peeps dont miss out this great chance to see them! *excited. all set and ready to scream for them*
Im missing Sun.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
WOMEN AND MEN OF STRENGTH
Women of strength
A strong women works out everyday to keep her body in shape, but
a women of strength kneels in prayer to keep her soul in shape.
A strong women isn't afraid of anything, but
a women of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear.
A strong women won't let anyone get the best of her, but
a women of strength gives the best of her to everyone.
A strong women makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future, but
a women of strength realizes life's mistakes can also be God's blessings and capitalizes them.
A strong women wallks surefootedly, but
a women of strength knows God will catch her when she falls.
A strong women wears the look of confidence on her face, but
a women of strength wears grace.
A strong women has faith that she is going strong enough for the journey, but
a women of strength has faith that in the journey she will become strong.
Spot the difference?
Are you a strong women or women of strength?
Strength of a man
The strength of a man isn't seen in the width of his shoulders.
It's in the width of his arms that encircle you.
The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice.
It's in the gentle words he whispers.
The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has.
It's how good a buddy he is with his children.
The strength of a man isn't in how respected he is at work.
It's in how respected he is at home.
The strength of a man isn't how he hits.
It's in how tender he touches.
The strength of a man isn't in the hair on his chest.
It's in his heart, that lies within his chest.
The strength of a man isn't how many women he's loved.
It's in being true to one women.
The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift.
It's in the burdens he can carry.
How true. Which one do u wanna be? Make a decision. :)
24.07.2008
Went across an article in cg with the sisters today, its about 'IS WOMEN EXPECTING TOO MUCH?".
Such an interesting article on how women and girlfriend would expect guys to behave in a certain way such as: "opening car doors for women", "helping their girlfriend to carry handbag", "pay for most of the dates they went", "send them back home after a date", "be dressed up during special occasions like Valentine day, birthday and anniversary" and etc etc..
We all came out with a constant agreement that these are the basic requirement thats makes up a gentlemen and boyfriend. So if you've not been doing all these or it has just simply not pass by your mind before, why dont consider doing some now?
Well, some may find it useless and a 'too high' kind of expectations but i guess 99.9999999 percent of women would be glad if their boyfriend know these basic courtesy or should i say, basic way to behave.
hahahahas ok before u think i am an over-demanding girl, i better stop and not go into further details, think about it yourself. :)
Ok photo time :
A strong women works out everyday to keep her body in shape, but
a women of strength kneels in prayer to keep her soul in shape.
A strong women isn't afraid of anything, but
a women of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear.
A strong women won't let anyone get the best of her, but
a women of strength gives the best of her to everyone.
A strong women makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future, but
a women of strength realizes life's mistakes can also be God's blessings and capitalizes them.
A strong women wallks surefootedly, but
a women of strength knows God will catch her when she falls.
A strong women wears the look of confidence on her face, but
a women of strength wears grace.
A strong women has faith that she is going strong enough for the journey, but
a women of strength has faith that in the journey she will become strong.
Spot the difference?
Are you a strong women or women of strength?
Strength of a man
The strength of a man isn't seen in the width of his shoulders.
It's in the width of his arms that encircle you.
The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice.
It's in the gentle words he whispers.
The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has.
It's how good a buddy he is with his children.
The strength of a man isn't in how respected he is at work.
It's in how respected he is at home.
The strength of a man isn't how he hits.
It's in how tender he touches.
The strength of a man isn't in the hair on his chest.
It's in his heart, that lies within his chest.
The strength of a man isn't how many women he's loved.
It's in being true to one women.
The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift.
It's in the burdens he can carry.
How true. Which one do u wanna be? Make a decision. :)
24.07.2008
Went across an article in cg with the sisters today, its about 'IS WOMEN EXPECTING TOO MUCH?".
Such an interesting article on how women and girlfriend would expect guys to behave in a certain way such as: "opening car doors for women", "helping their girlfriend to carry handbag", "pay for most of the dates they went", "send them back home after a date", "be dressed up during special occasions like Valentine day, birthday and anniversary" and etc etc..
We all came out with a constant agreement that these are the basic requirement thats makes up a gentlemen and boyfriend. So if you've not been doing all these or it has just simply not pass by your mind before, why dont consider doing some now?
Well, some may find it useless and a 'too high' kind of expectations but i guess 99.9999999 percent of women would be glad if their boyfriend know these basic courtesy or should i say, basic way to behave.
hahahahas ok before u think i am an over-demanding girl, i better stop and not go into further details, think about it yourself. :)
Ok photo time :
"The perfume doll. "
Photography by: Evelyn Tan
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Great read.
Hi peeps!
I always like to share some great read on my blog because i feel that if it impact me somehow personally, it'll impact you in one way or another too.
So im going to share some blog's add where i often visit.
http://pinkpunkette.livejournal.com .
June's one, my favourite . Dont think i needa elaborate further. you guys know she is my idol :) hahas :D
http://www.shingology.blogspot.com
www.jaesonma.com
Jaeson Ma.
Just got introduced to his blog by er jie. He's a very young rapper cum pastor, his style is pretty much like CHC. This is his life-changing testimony on CBN. MUST SEE!
I always like to share some great read on my blog because i feel that if it impact me somehow personally, it'll impact you in one way or another too.
So im going to share some blog's add where i often visit.
http://pinkpunkette.livejournal.com .
June's one, my favourite . Dont think i needa elaborate further. you guys know she is my idol :) hahas :D
http://www.shingology.blogspot.com
www.jaesonma.com
Jaeson Ma.
Just got introduced to his blog by er jie. He's a very young rapper cum pastor, his style is pretty much like CHC. This is his life-changing testimony on CBN. MUST SEE!
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
a break from blogging
Maybe i should lay aside this blog and stop blogging for a while.
People, wait till i am back!
People, wait till i am back!
Sunday, February 10, 2008
CRAZY WRONG IDEA
I have this crazy wrong idea/thought now. Which is not to sleep and stayed up late tonight till tml morning for school.
THATS SOOOOO WRONG MAN!
Its probably the new year holiday mood thats making my mind wondering in this wrong state.
Consequences of having a too well-spent holiday.
Honestly speaking, i dont feel tired at all and i'll rather do my own stuff than sleeping.
but...but...but...
I dont want to fall into compromising..
have you heard of a famous saying :"有第一次,就有第二次."
If i allow it to happen today, its definitely happens again
and never-ending.
Im gonna be missing xiao jing teng in tudou!
*Priorities need to be set*
Quiz..
I dont feel like sleeping and I'm not tired at all. Here's a chance if u want to know more about me. hahah. You are a Career Girl! |
 You may not be a CEO yet, but you're well on your way to success. You take your career seriously, and you wouldn't stop working for any guy! An independent woman, you pay for your own car, clothes, and housing. And men appreciate that - at least, the ones as driven as you are. |
You Are a Glazed Donut |
 |
What Donut Are You?
| You Are A Realistic Romantic |
 It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line! |
| Your Birthdate: July 11 |
 Spiritual and thoughtful, you tend to take a step back from the world. You're very sensitive to what's going on around you, yet you remain calm. Although you are brilliant, it may take you a while to find your niche. Your creativity is supreme, but it sometimes makes it hard for you to get things done. Your strength: Your inner peace Your weakness: You get stuck in the clouds |
| You Act Like You Are 23 Years Old |
 You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them. |
OMG!! ~faint~~ am i that old??
| You Have Low Self Esteem 32% of the Time |
 Generally, you feel pretty darn great about who you are, even when you mess up or fail. Occasionally, a huge setback will make you question yourself, but you pick yourself up quickly. |
| You Are a Life Blogger! |
 Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary. If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible. |
Okay, thats it for today.
Thanks for your time for reading :)
Anyway, its just a quiz.
Saturday, February 09, 2008
萧敬腾
Been watching 萧敬腾 lately. Er Jie and I stayed up late the whole of last night night to watch him over in youtube and tudou.
He's such a talented and cute guy. You'll probably be amused by his voice.
He sings so confidently yet talks till so shy.
Go search him up, I'm sure you'll be amazed and laugh till your jaws drop.
He's such a talented and cute guy. You'll probably be amused by his voice.
He sings so confidently yet talks till so shy.
Go search him up, I'm sure you'll be amazed and laugh till your jaws drop.
Friday, February 08, 2008
CNY- Kungfu Dunk.
I am completely mesmerised by him after watching Kungfu Dunk last night!
Wanted to catch CJ7 in the 1st place but tickets were sold out and timing doesnt match so watched Kungfu Dunk in the end.Had a real good time laughing i would recommend this show to you guys!
Of course i am still awaiting to watch CJ7 and Ah long Pte Ltd when its not so hot,
tickets are so hard to get and queue in cinema are never-ending..
Snapshot while walking down the stairs. Think i look like Chipmunk in this pic :) hahahahas..
My youngest cousin, 1 and a half yrs old. Qi Wei .
With Yanling.
And Yan Xuan..
With gong gong :) He say he looks young in the pic, so cute =)
Another cutest cousin, Tessa!
Looking at the side??
Blocked by Da jie's hand..
Looking down...
Ehhhhhhh..
ARGHHHHH
BLEHHHH. Mischevious Seth..
One more!More to come, blog again! :D
I dread eating steamboat already, had dunno how many times of steamboat for the past few days.. arghhh... one more at Johnson house again tml..
I needa go for a jog pretty soon!
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Been filled with certain thoughts in my mind right now, like:
-go for hair extentsion asap
-go for a run
-sleep
-blog
-eat
-ban nian tml
-diet!
-catch the 2 movies i mentioned earlier on
-change my blogskin and song
-study, do my hw.
etc, etc, etc..
Realise i like to do up to a few posts a day. I blog once i think of something new.
Did another test today.
-go for hair extentsion asap
-go for a run
-sleep
-blog
-eat
-ban nian tml
-diet!
-catch the 2 movies i mentioned earlier on
-change my blogskin and song
-study, do my hw.
etc, etc, etc..
Realise i like to do up to a few posts a day. I blog once i think of something new.
Did another test today.
| What Your Face Says |
 At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious. Overall, your true self is reserved and logical. With friends, you seem thoughtful and interested in ideas. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic. |
Quite true, agree to a certain extent :)
~NIGHTS GUYS!~
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Sunday, February 03, 2008
LOOK! This is me 3 months ago!
I am seriously not losing any weight..
I want to get serious before the new year starts and reality finally struck me.
And its Eileen and me probably a year plus ago.
i change? i think i gained weight thats all. Not to mention inner growth.
Well, God has always outdo what i could ever think or imagine. I want to be 100 times bigger on the inside than on the outside. This year, i wanna see myself grow deeper in love with God and see God expanding my inner capacity.
I've been tremously blessed by sermon this week.
such an in season word for me.
FOCUS ON GOD.
PAINFUL EXPERIENCE, ENDURANCE.. etc etc.
I want to pick up guitar and learn singing. This has always been the lil' secret desire i had deep inside my heart.
I want to see God's purpose and promises fulfilled in my life.
Life comes with order and stages, im currently in a season of delay and getting right and humble before God.
There's so many thing which i wanna do for Jesus.
But there's always a season for everything. God has a reason for delaying certain things in ur life.
guys, meanwhile, be strong and continue loving God, He will never let you down or forsake you. Be sure that if its a promise from God, No doubt it'll be fulfill one day.
Its the matter of time and your endurance.
Remember, God didnt send us to enter the race but to finish the race.
Don't give up!
Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male |
 Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
Quite true=)
One more thing, I WANT MORE MONEY AND CNY CLOTHES!!!
Hi !
had some kind of family reunion dinner just now. Was a last minute thing cos i only knew it when i reached home at 1140pm.
Today, i nearly lost my anger at the uncle in children church bus. Surprise to hear that?
hahas im also a human, i do get angry and frustrated at times, just that sometimes i chose not to show it out.
Yes, nearly.. One more time and i dunno what might happen.
I wonder why sometimes certain bus uncle just have this kind of unpeaceful heart and mind. Keeps on scolding and scolding non stop and give that unhappy unwilling face.
I always make it a point to be courteous, polite and present my happy looking face evey single time i board the bus. Yet the uncle always show this frustrated, unhappy and piss-off face every single week.
Please, what have i done that makes the uncle scold me all the time?
What wrong have i did?
The uncle scolded me for losing my phone also. Ridiculous.
Very frankly speaking, i was very affected by the bus uncle. How i wish i could just scold me back and complain about etc etc.
But i chose not to, cos i am not being a good testimony for Christ if i did this.
This is to train my patience and crash me.
A period of moulding.
I wont give in to the devil and retaliate, i believe God will deal and judge for me.
He has the authority and right.
He dont need me to do it. He will stand for me and protect me.
The uncle shall reap what he sow..
I know its like very bad to say this, but you cannot deny this is the truth.
I forgave the uncle, i just need somewhere to vent out my anger.
Just read and forget about this entry. I wont let this unhappy incident affect me anymore.
Not worth the thought :)
There's much more important thing to focus on, i wont be like a fool who keeps on dwelling in it.
hahas!
anyway, i believe my phone is gonna be found! I have the faith!
AMEN!
God is grace. I forgive and i let go!!
hahas :)
YEA BOUGHT SOME CNY CLOTHING YTD!
GONNA SPEND AND WONDERFUL AND FRUIFUL NEW YEAR AHEAD!
had some kind of family reunion dinner just now. Was a last minute thing cos i only knew it when i reached home at 1140pm.
Today, i nearly lost my anger at the uncle in children church bus. Surprise to hear that?
hahas im also a human, i do get angry and frustrated at times, just that sometimes i chose not to show it out.
Yes, nearly.. One more time and i dunno what might happen.
I wonder why sometimes certain bus uncle just have this kind of unpeaceful heart and mind. Keeps on scolding and scolding non stop and give that unhappy unwilling face.
I always make it a point to be courteous, polite and present my happy looking face evey single time i board the bus. Yet the uncle always show this frustrated, unhappy and piss-off face every single week.
Please, what have i done that makes the uncle scold me all the time?
What wrong have i did?
The uncle scolded me for losing my phone also. Ridiculous.
Very frankly speaking, i was very affected by the bus uncle. How i wish i could just scold me back and complain about etc etc.
But i chose not to, cos i am not being a good testimony for Christ if i did this.
This is to train my patience and crash me.
A period of moulding.
I wont give in to the devil and retaliate, i believe God will deal and judge for me.
He has the authority and right.
He dont need me to do it. He will stand for me and protect me.
The uncle shall reap what he sow..
I know its like very bad to say this, but you cannot deny this is the truth.
I forgave the uncle, i just need somewhere to vent out my anger.
Just read and forget about this entry. I wont let this unhappy incident affect me anymore.
Not worth the thought :)
There's much more important thing to focus on, i wont be like a fool who keeps on dwelling in it.
hahas!
anyway, i believe my phone is gonna be found! I have the faith!
AMEN!
God is grace. I forgive and i let go!!
hahas :)
YEA BOUGHT SOME CNY CLOTHING YTD!
GONNA SPEND AND WONDERFUL AND FRUIFUL NEW YEAR AHEAD!
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