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??? y so many ? mark?? hahas..
jus playing lah..hehehe..
aiyo..i very hungry now..it is in the morning 1020 now..
i woke up at 9plus..cos i promisedd someone tat i will online today..
ah..i saw some of my photo a few days ago..
realise tat i gain alot of wgt..hahaha..
my sis say bcos i m happy soo i eat alot..
well..i think tats true..hahahasss..
any tips 4 ppl on diet??
maybe tat is one of the ques tat i wanna i think..
haiz..i m so lame..


jus a few days ago..esther sent me the MenganaMu..
wow..such a amazing n anointed song!!
everytime i listen to it..it will make me recall the time of EMERGE!!
during tat time..almost eveyone teared n sense the presence of God sooo strongly
tears all run down frm our eyes..although we do not noe wat is the meaning of the song..but we all cry out to God..
wow..such a amazing n awesome conference!!
do not miss any emerge..if nt u will regret it!!

AnyoNe whO waNt tAt sonG u cAn teLL mE i Will seNd iT tO u..
THanks esTheR feRR sendINg Me tAt sonG alSo!!

Pastor Ulf service later!!

Wow..later i m going 4 Pastor Ulf svr...
wow its amazing ... i m so excited!!
later will be meeting gracelyn they all already..
so mus quickly update 1st..hahas..
haiz..today is lack of ppl..dunno whether will be able to book enough seats..
ah..no worries!! hahas..okkays gtg...bb..

iM hunGry

heLLo..
i M huNgRY nOW..
a hUNgrY mAN iS An aNgrY mAN!!
haHAs..nOO lAH..
i m nOt anGry..
bUT fEEl liKe eAtinG chiCken biScuiT aNd chEEse biScuiT..
haHAha..



gtg...
bUT i Will Be bAcK>>

Sun!!

Hey Sun is now in Singapore recording n preparing for her upcoming Chinese album ...

Here's some of her update..



u can go to her website at www.heyaosun.com as well ...

Sunday is a busy day!

haha..
SunDay...tired ah..
i went to fight 3 battle..haha..nt so serious lah
in the morning , i woke up at 730 n go out at 830..
i went 4 svr 4 2h30min..the sermon was pretty long but it is worth to listen..
if u didnt listen to the sermon..wat a great msg tat u have missed..
in the afternoon 130...the prayer meeting starts..
again it was longer than usual but i can tell u it is worth it..
it ends at around 4..
i rushed to attend my ministry traning,introductory class after tat..
Wow! cant image tat i m serving soon...time flies...
still rem wat sis lynn said:"this is ur 3rd session today,u all have gone 4 svr n prayer mtg , i m so proud tat u all r still here ..."
at tat moment..i realise tat i have actually attended 2 sessions of battle...hahas..
it ends at 545..
when i walked of expo...wow..its so late!!
n i went to take the MRT..
i was physically tired on the train..
i slept 4 a little while..but i really don wanna wake up..but i guess i will propably reach hm at 11 if i continue sleeping ..hahass..
altought Sun is quite a long day ferr me..but i m thank God tat i m spiritually charged up..
wow..looking forward ferr another busy day in the future...

GreaT cg MtG tODay...

Toady..leenx,yilin,teng n me went 4 E371 4 make up svr...
good things n bad things happened..
but i m jus going to say the good things..
Cg..the worship was sooo anointed today..Johnson prayed 4 me..
i really feel the presence of God so tangible n strong..
it really got weight!!n it is wat we can sense..
as i recalled back..it seems tat i have not teared 4 a long time during cg mtg..
today was like a breakthrough to me...
after such a wonderful cg mtg today..yilin.eileen n i took a bus back to school..

leenx n i served as leos there..
We met some ppl from Unity..
they r interesting.fuuny n friendly ppl...
i have a great time pairing up wif my partner..
one of the ppl frm Unity gave me her email add..i guess maybe she will be one of the ppl tat is going to be in the list tat i wanna reach out to..
but after all...see whether it is God purpose 4 her to come...
haha..maybe she is also a christian i do not noee..
God jus do things so miraclously..(dunno whether i have spelled correctly.sorry)

Diet!!!!

Today Gracelyn,Wanyi n i went to bugis to shop..
n i was so tempted..
got soooo many nice clothes,skirts etc..
not only the material things..but also the food...hahaha..
When i look into the mirror this morning..i seems to have gain quite alot of wgt...
n i have been eating so many things this few weeks...
i got to have the determination to go on 4 DIET!!!
hahaha..okkays lah..i tink i should stop here...cya soon..

Trip to Sungei Buloh...heehee..

Today all the sec 1 express classes went to Sungei Buloh...
Hmm..it was quite a good experience 4 me as i have never gone into Sungei Buloh be4...
but..the thing tat i m quite uncomfortable of is i felt very stinky n hot..
haiz...n the strange thing is ...
it rain when were abt to leave...hahaha..
such a weird weather today..

UdDate

Hey ..here is a photo of me n Wanyi on Sun 12/02/93....
We were on the bus...on our way to Novena Mrt...


haha..yesterday i miss a great fun..Gracelyn,Eileen,Vivian,Wanyi n Jun Jie went to sentosa..haha..it is really a fun one..although i was nt there..but i saw some photo from Wanyi n leenx blog...If u r free..do go to their blog n check it out....

This afternoon i went to my church website(www.chc.org.sg)
i took a look at alot obbs photos...
n i realise tat i have accompany CHC for so long..(it seems long to me)...
it was more than two years...
hahaha...

I broKe mY 10 dAYs bLOg FaST....

AiYA..i broke my 10 days blog fast...so sad..
hahaha..
sometimes jus cant wait to post things in my blog..
thank u 4 all the ppl that tag my blog..
really appreciate u all..
hahaha..i've got alot of things to post..
On sat..really thank u 4 all the bro from the 3 cg..
N184,N336,E371..
dunno hw much they paid 4 the ballon,chocolate n rose..
same as eileen..this is my 1st time receive flower from bro..
feel so blessed..haha..
on sun..
some of us the sisters went to visit vivian lee..
she is still the same..
still remain tat cheerful n happy..
she was so touch when she receive our present..
haha..but too bad she didnt cry..hehehe..after visiting her..
we rush back to leenx hse...
wow..so many ppl..3 cg combine..
haha..instead of putting leenx dog outside she put it in a room..
too bad ah..didnt have a chance to see her dog outside alone..
indeed..her hse is really too small..
we gotta book a function room soon i think..
my cg is going to grow! Amen!
After the cg..they go n sell valentine day flower at orchard..hahaha..
hope i can go but i need to go hm n finish my hw..
hahaha..who ask me so naughty didnt do it on fri...haha..
i went to fellowship with Johnson they all..
n i am really tremendously blessed by talking to Daphne..
oh i think i gotta stop here...bye bye...

Hey ytd Carol called me..We tok 4..Hmm...dunno lehz..i didnt count it actually...haha...but nt very long lah..less than 30 min
i was very happy when i received her call..haha...cos since cg mutiply..nobody called me actually..i also dont quite call them during weekdays ..every body was so busy wif school work..didnt quite spare time to tok to one another..Since Johnson said tat we need to call them...aiyo..i really ned to find time to call liao lah..hahas...
i was listening to Sun's song...Xie Xie You Ni...Suddenly i wan to xie xie many ppl...but hor..very difficult to xie xie in one go lehz...so i jus xie xie all the ex-n184 mem n present n184 mem bahz...Especially those who acccompany me during my tough times...although nt alot of u...but i really xie xie ni ...o ya.. i think i m going 4 a 10 days of blog fast...but only 4 my blog lah..so if it is successful...u will not see me post things in my blog 4 the past 10 days ...haha...

Dunno y i came back again..suddenly feel very burden..
really dunno y...maybe abt cg bahz..
cannot really figure out..
still rem tat time i felt tat i gotta be more close to my cg mem..
but i really do nt noe hw lehz?i felt tat instead of getting closer..
i m getting further away from my cg mem..
because of smth lah..
dunno hw to say lehz..
hahas..but now..from tat msg tat Pastor Kong preached..
i noe is the devil!!
although it is a few weeks back..i still decided to share it..
don ask me...i also dunno y..hahas...
aiyo..actually the problem lies wif me..
too negative liao lah...now cannot...
now i gotta be positive!!Amen!

my home telephone spolit liao..
ah so sad ...cannot call u all these few days
if free..
then u call me lohz...haha
n ...i feel burden is nt all abt the cg stuff...
don get me wrong..
jus feel tat i wanna share it..
maybe also bcos of the backslider bahz...

AIYA!

aiya..today i didnt go to school...actually nt overslept lah..i woke up at 617 then i ned to rush cos i meet my frend at 640 at bus stop...but becos i was too lazy i went back to sleep again..aiyo...this is the forth time i didnt go to school ...first few time i was sick but then tis time i nt sick ...how?next time cannot like this again liao lah...then i nt a good testimony in school liao le..
today minghui ask me whether i got getting started book...i was quite surprise actually..but sorry i cannot go down to bk to pass it to u...mus bother u to come to my hse....cos i was asking my frend abt hw..was using msn but she didnt reply..so hav to wait 4 her...sorry ah..
said abt bible study..haiz..have to go to mass class..cannot have my bs wif sis wenling..cannot queue up wif cg..quite sad actually...haiz...hope tat i will have the chance to hav bs wif sis wenling...
also today esther send me delirious? song..wow...so rawks...haha..thanks ah esther...i was listening to it rite now...
WE'LL GOTTA PAINT THIS BIG OLD TOWN RED!

Hey N184

Hey ...today's cg is really good..
i m really inspired n motivated by wat Johnson share in cg today... a cg must stay united..
i do hope tat i can get to noe more abt my cg mem...haiz..
cause i m really nt tat close wif them...
dunno wat to say when i call them lehz??
haiz..
Nl84...
if i ever get to call u...
be really talkative...
or i will dunno wat to say liao...haha..

abt healing...

Hey...i m introducing a book to u all about healing...tis book is nt jus only abt physical healing but is also about emotional healing... i found tis book pretty amazing...it tells us abt the healing miracle of Christ n the things that some of us have a misunderstood of , which is the myth of healing tat some of us have believe...i m nt able to write the whole book in myy blog so if u r interested to write it , u r welcome to ask..i will be finishing this book around march....

When God Doesn't Heal Now
Contents
Introduction
Whn the God Who Heals Doesn't Heal Now
CHATPTER 1
IS IT WHY OR WHEN GOD DOESN'T HEAL?
CHAPTER 2
HEALING IN TIME N ETERNITY
CHAPTER 3
THE MYTH OF BEING HEAL BY FAITH
CHAPTER 4
THE MYTH OF BEING HEALED BY PRAYER
CHAPTER 5
THE MYTH OF DISEASE BEING GOD'S PUNISHMENT
CHAPTER 6
THE MYTH OF BEING TOUCH BY THE RIGHT PERSON
CHAPTER 7
GOD'S TIMING
CHAPTER 8
GOD'S SOVEREIGNTY
CHAPTER 9
GOD'S WAY:WALKING BY FAITH
CHAPTER 10
GOD'S HEALING WORD
Epilogue
When God doesn't heal now , what's next?


Chapter 3

Myth Truth
Believe n u will be healed now. Faith does not heal.God heals.
Great faith heals. The quanity of faith cannot effect healing
God mus heal when we believe.The initiative of faith does not compel God to heal us.
The key to healing is faith. The key to healing is Jesus.

heyy...

I gotta FOCUS in my studiess...i m nt going to get distracted...thank God tat today gt the science workshop..or nt i think my study hr will be even worse...anyway i gotta stop here...btw actualli today i wanna write some spiritual stuff in my blog...but too bad no time..but i promise i 'll try to do it by next weeks ok...thanks...