Monday, March 10, 2008

Random.

I've signed in to blogger. FINALLY! hahas!

Anyway, Jasmine tagged me* (quite some time ago, sorry for being late..)
I was asked to write down 7 weird/random facts of myself.


Tadaa.. So here you go......

1. I just lost 2 kg and i want to lose 10 more this year. GANBATEH!

2. Hey, do you know i was once overweight? show you the pic :


5 years ago...


3. I always had this lil' secret desire hidden deep down inside my heart to sing for God. To master Guitar(or other musical instrument) and stand on stage to perform.

4. I love listening to songs that will capture me and fill my soul :)

5. YES. 93.3 is Evelyn's faithful companion especially during exam period.

6. Big bags are my ALL-TIME-FAVOURITE.

7. I can be pretty nasty at home sometimes, hahas.

Lastly, the 7 people whom I want them to state their 7 random/weird facts about themselves:

1. Shimin
2. Jermaine
3. Angel
4. Xiaojiao
5. Candice
6. Wanyi
7. Vivian

*enjoy stating weird or random facts about yourself! LOL

*Random pics*










Yea Jasmine i believe you had a great trip in Taiwan ah. Im so envious!!
Nevermind, my turn shall
come soon, very soon! i believe it and i confess it. lols! :)
SUNDAY- 09.03.2008.
Today, Johnson shared a message on faithfulness, fruitfulness and faith during cgm.
Jas, indeed what you said is right, beside just being blown away and convicted, you need to be walking and living it out.
Thats what hit and slam me.

Quoted from er jie : " When you're sharing something during cgm, the members knows what you're trying to say and impart, but its often the story that inspires."

catch it? * random*

The basic spiritual disciplines we need to uphold in our lifes inorder to live a life of fruitfulness are praying, reading the bible and fasting. Above and beyond all these we need to further eqiup ourselves by going for bible study. I always know all these on the surface but i now realises the true essence of it.
I need to admit and repent myself before God because i have really not been a faithful Christian these past 2-3 years. I have not been faithfully and consistently reading my bible, fasting and going for bible study. Thats why i feel so unfruitful and miserable at times.
Personal prayer and quiet time can be better and more consistent. thats the word, CONSISTENCY.
YES, even when it is inconvenient, even when i am tired and exhausted.
I cannot be relying on my own strength, i need God's presence and strength to be with me every single day inorder to function well.
It takes courage to admit yourself that you've not been a faithful Christian.
Because we have a fallen nature in us- pride, stubborness, etc..
I want to tell myself that i live my life TOTALLY FOR GOD and i surrender my all to him.
Coming to a place where there's no longer me, but GOD who lives in me.
I DONT WANT TO BE A LUKEWARM PERSON.
God dont like us to be lukewarm and double-minded.
I want to be a passionate, on fire and focus Christian like what i used to be.
getting rid of the lukewarm-ness in me and getting back to that first love that i have for God.
Doing something new for Him.

I know there's SO SO SO MUCH God has instored for me in this lifetime and till eternity.
I want to please God, serve Him and serve His people.
I dont want to waste my life.
I need to get rid and conquer all these pan jiao shi in my life.
There's so much God want to give me, and He is waiting for me to be constant, ready and prepared.

Mrs Teng said something very true, its draining me physically and spiritually.

God spoke to me something which i've not been aware of. But im glad God spoke to me- about servanthood.
By being willing to serve even when its inconvenient, when no one is watching, taking note of the little things/details. Because little details determines your DESTINY.
To serve Him, your leaders, your friends, family and the world.!
If God gives you little things to do yet you're unable and unwilling to fulfill them, how can He then entrust bigger/greater things for you in the future? There's no ownership, no responsibilty, no desire.

Dont come to a point like Judah, doing something wrong until there's eventually no returning. Until He finally felt guilty and miserable before God and hung himself.

Meanwhile guys, dont ever give up on God. I hope what i wrote really encourages you.
Some are just random, it may not be linked with the previous paragraph.

Nothing in life is ever wasted, God gave you that very precious, individual(though it may be painful) experience so you can use it to encourage another person who may be going through the same struggle as you in the future. Saying things like: "i really understand how you feel" and "i've gone through the same struggle as you in the past" can really bring conviction and encouragement to them.
You never know what God has planned.

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