捶不死的精神
诺不弱的勇气

不轻言放弃的霍力
一把感动众人的好声音

"不凋零的花"



感触良多.

I am once again comforted by God's presence :) It has been great, awesome and wonderful being in His presence.

You don't know. I became so nasty just now, i screamed and shouted at my father. I couldn't take it anymore, that i finally broke down and cried. This is the uglier side of Evelyn. I need some relieve. So many things are happening at this crucial time of exams, i cannot allow myself to fall.
And i won't fall, because God will always be there to carry me through. =)

Maybe many people are wondering about my life, wondering what have i been really up to?
Well, it may not seem well on the surface, but i know deep within there's a reason for all these problems to happen. I am good. Yes, good. All by the grace of God.

I just want to say that i am learning. learning to better a better person.
I have so much so much to do and accomplish. I know my purpose.

Tears just burst out the moment i cried out to God, telling Him the desires of my heart and how much i needed His strength to carry on.

I realise there's so much in life i need to do that i cant be wasting my time and draining away my energy. Forget about all those childish thinking, life's much much more than just sitting around everyday wasting your time. "Time passes"

I am good. Though i wasn't in a very good mood in the day but i am comforted right now.
I want to see the big picture.


"My little ingredients of life- happiness and love .. plus a melodious tune.."

I typed out a whole page of words ytd but unfortuately blogger din save my draft thus i'm unable to post it out today.

This is rather frustrating cos i was intending to share about something quite important to me and i really put in alot of effort typing and sharing but it somehow din work. Fine, lets see how am i gonna join those bits and pieces of memories together but i am not gonna do it now cos i'm not in the mood..

I think you will see me with no more teeth soon.

nah... just joking but one of my tooth is going to drop out very soon so i'm going to the dental tml to pluck it out.. Well, i am feeling very unwilling to do so cos i dont want to survive for months looking "bo guy" but i had no choice.

Anyway bad news aside and

let me share something fun..

Just personalise my phone and this is its current state. But i guess the beads are gonna drop out soon like my tooth.

hahas :)

"这是放在另一个角落抽屉的旋律"

"这是放在另一个角落抽屉的旋律" Amber Kuo, 郭采洁

在耀珊的部落格听一听她最新的单曲吧！"不凋零的花"

www.wretch.cc/blog/hellosun

or

go to amber's blog..

http://blog.pixnet.net/amberkuo

enjoy! =)

thoughts..

So many things on my mind to blog about but just don't know where to start with..

hahas maybe i should wait till next time to pen down my thoughts. Just came back from cg and fellowship with Wanyi,Vian and Chris at Sakura.

I've been thinking how long am i still gonna wait to be able to go and learn singing and have tuition.

But the financial situation at home now don't allow..

But its OK! Its fine!

I believe and trust in God that as i continue to sow in His kingdom and be patient to wait upon His blessings, one day what i desire in my heart shall come to pass.

Indeed, "Blessed are those who have not seen yet believe it in their heart."

I just wanna trust God like a child, having childlike faith.

I wanna don't care when it is gonna happen, but i know and simply believe it will come to pass very soon. Yes, very soon. I believe in God!

The feeling and process of waiting ain't that good. But "so-what"?

God still love me and i still love Him. I know He has something greater in stored for me, i don't need to worry a single bit and He is gonna blow me away with something i've never think or imagine.

Went Mushroom farm with the kids ytd. How cute, little children going to mushroom farm. hahas..

我的自拍。。

我的自拍。。
只想把最自然和真实的自己呈现给大家！
我是一个十五岁的女生，未来的路还很慢长呢！

I have an exciting journey with God! I shall not be afraid of anything!!

Amber kuo

I like her.



"I Need You" by Amber Kuo :)

不凋零的花

"不凋零的花"

"I am a little girl of God."

Today i was just so stress up about the mid-year exams. Yes, the mid-year exams everyone is talking about right now.
It has been so trying of me i tried to cover up all that 3 weeks of lessons i have missed. Really i learnt how to fully depend on God's strength and listen to His small little voice in my heart.
It can be so trying and draining to try doing things on your own. But i thank God He gave me the assurance i needed and i have peace in my heart right now.
It just feel so good talking to God. I am just relieved.

I dislike writting bad english. I have not been working on my english for the past months.
I want better writting skills and vocaburary. I want an 'A1' for english for 'O' level.

I asked God in my room today. "God i wonder where do you stand in my room? I know You are here. Are You standing near to the window beside the fan, or sitting beside me on my bed? And if You're sitting on my bed, are You on my left, right or infront of me? How i wish i can see You face to face right now. :)"
Thats what i asked God, sounds like a little girl's question.
I told God i want to be His little girl and abide childlike faith.

:)

Told myself i will not blog today. But just wanna share something:)

Wednesday my best friend commented : "Evelyn, i think you're treating ur church and church stuff too heavy, you're draining yourself."

Am I?

-Bible Study(Wed)
-Children church(Thurs and sat)
-Service(sat)
-Cell Group Meeting(Sun)

Wow, almost everyday in the week i am commited to something in church.
But I find joy in doing all these thing. Because im not doing it for the just the sake of doing, i dont treat it as a chore, i m serving God and touching people, touching lives.

Seriously speaking, if i ever stop visiting my kids and serving cch on sat, i really can't function well. Forget talking about cg and svr, they are a part of my life. I am so excited to meet God and be changed every single week.
It became a lifestyle and a desire for me.

Of course i get tired and exhausted at times when i feel like giving up. But i still perserve on, i can never imagine how my life would be if i am without God, without serving Him and just being in His persence talking to Him.
Thats how my life function and work out, all by the strength and grace of God.

Just random pics and thoughts!

SATURDAY PICTURES.

Eileen and Evelyn's mirror reflection=) Us agaiIN!
Alvin and Evelyn ~~CHEEEEEEESSE~~
With En En..
My face cut-off. hahas!!

Mr Bean pancake flowing with cheese and wanyi's love. ~hahas~~
Last friday, with Alvin=)
So cuteee.. Alvin and Vivian..


Shimin, Evelyn and Lydia
Three of us!

Children are gifts from God. =)

I got to show you my kids, they are so adorable.



"Children are gifts from God."



"Yet they can be a pain on the neck sometimes." cheeky. hahas =)

Kids from the lodge.

Byran(he's actually trying to hide from the cam) and his sister, Anlydia :)

Donovan.

"see! This is the boat teacher Evelyn folded for me!"